That Something.

When something great happens you are happy and astonished, but you lose sight of the real meaning. Then one day, you lose and you feel dreaded, like it's the end of the world. But after a while, after you told the world what was inside of you. The universe rewards you, and you realize it's been under your sleeve the entire time. When you get it back, the first feeling that you had the first time has been doubled, tripled, quadrupled. The feeling you feel now, relief, and tucked under that, happiness. Now that you've seen what could happen pertinently, you will never underestimate it again. Not ever.